Saturday, November 27, 2004
whoa~ haven been updatin for qt awhile...heex...lazy mahx..
hmm...tink i shld jux write from grad nitex onwards?
tt nite was qt ok i guess? e food is ok, e progs r ok...dunno y, after tt when i reach hm i jux cudn take my eyes off ma dress...i mean, e moment i looked at it, it jux bring back memories...i haf jux finished exams e dae b4 n im missin sch aredi! omg..
hahax...i guess im havin a relapse of autism...lolx...jux stay at hm for e past few daes...slpin at 7+ in e mornn until 7pm at nitex...lolx..im jux bored n dun feel lyk goin out lor..dunno wad to do outside oso...n evrbodi seems to haf their own prog...nvm lor..stay at hm watch animal planet..=)
sianx arh..was tokin to qixiang online jux now...ps zhu tou, vent my frustrations on u! i mux haf sounded so unstable mentally!! lolx~ i was sort of lamentin abt e lost of frens after graduatin..i mean, tt's for sure lor... no matter how badly u dun wan it to happen, it does. evrtime we made a new fren, do we actually lose one as well? i rcv an sms frm my pri sch fren...i tot she so hao si contact mi..sekarly is ask mi help her find job... alamakx....nvm..i guess it relli takes alot, alot of effort to maintain a frenship...but sumtimes i oso felt helpless when peeps dun 'cooperate'...i kant be e one contactin my frens askin dem out all e time rite? it has to be a two-wae..
im missin sch so much now!! omg...feel so empty n restless nowadaes..i stay up to e wee hrs n i dun even noe wad im doin...life is jux so meaninless for mi now...haix...borin leh..in e aftn im all left alone at hm...at nite oso...i dun tok much to my parents...i mean, nth much to tok lor...jux crap abit here n dere...n my stoopid da jie went to stay at her bf hse...so sianx..scare mi sia, stoopid father suddenly barge into e rm n asked mi wad im emailin...waah lau, do i nd to tel him evrting? my er jie oso went scuba-divin wif her bf le....im sO dArn bOrEd.... T.T
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